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One Of my Greatest Testimonies
There has been alot of great Testimonies is my day but this is by far one of my greatest and the one I think the most of And every day I think to myself what would of happened if I didnt obey God this one time Just goes to show you that we should always obey God I wrote this a few years ago and ever since then its always managed to find a home in my church as well as my heart
The 2 Poems
When Ive asked in the Past if when I show people their response in No What would yours Had Been :-)
The Poem (Oringal)
> > As I look around
> > All I see is troubles
> > I see no way out
> > My Husband has left me for another
> > I'm here to raise 3 kids all alone
> > My parents gave up on me
> > When I got married
> > Because from Day one they knew how it would end
> > They knew he would leave me
> > There was many signs
> > But I was too In Love to see
> > This wasnt even the first affair
> > But it was the last
> > The last time it happened I never thought I could stay
> > But I did
> > But this time it is different
> > Right here before I see a bottle of pills
> > In my closet near the top you will find a loaded Gun
> > I always heard if you took your life you would go to hell
> > But is that true
> > Could God punish me for being that unhappy
> > I wish they all could see me now
> > That same young girl you used to be filled with Joy
> > The same one that cheered at all the games
> > Was voted Prom Queen
> > and was every man's dream
> > Now after 3 children I lost my perfect figure
> > You couldnt find no one more unhappier
> > But as I see my life flashing before my eyes
> > I can see nothing but black
> > With the faces of people I once knew blacked out
> > And all I see is the pain
> > I cant remember the good times
> > So with all of this said Goodbye Cruel World!!!!
> >
> > Hold It my child!
> > A voice cried from beyond
> >
> > Who are you?
> >
> > I am God I'm here to help ya through
> > No matter how bad life seems I'm still here
> > Think about your children
> > Who will raise them with you gone
> > You once went to church
> > Go back with your people
> > I want to see you in heaven someday
> > But if you take your life that will never be.
> >
> > I began to cry and all the joy came flowing pain.
> > Life was still the same
> > But I had a new outlook on it.
> >
> > Bro Billy Higdon Sept 27th 01
> >
> > This is one poem I just wrote today Totally fiction by the way but there
> is
> > someone out there that can relate to it when God started giving me this
> > today I was thinking I couldnt do it but I could see that woman setting
> all
> > alone in her living room debating on if she should live or not so I
begin
> to
> > write
> > If that person it within these mailing lists Dont give up because when
we
> > think no one cares God does.
> >
> >
> > Bro Billy
Here Is What Happens When You Obey God
When Asked After they Read The first one and they Say No I show them this Now what would you of Done?
The Caller
While preaching one day
While The Spirit was beginning to move
My eyes became open
And my vision became greater
Last week I wrote a poem bout a woman on her wits end
With no hope in her life
The only was she thought was take it
But she heard a voice from heaven say release my child
Just like that poem today a miracle happened
While I was preacher I got a call
It was a prayer request
From a woman at her wits end
A Gun was in her closest
Just like the one is the poem
She gave a name
But was it a fasle name
That I dont know
But what I did know was that woman was changed in an instance.
You see when I began to write this poem
In no way did I want to
Because I felt it was too sad
But God knew that it would touch this woman
And change her life forever more
God said we are all new creatures in christ
And with that one moment God changed her
She was bout to take it all
The very breath the breathed
The only mother her children knew
Why?
Because she felt no one cared
But God does care
I Care
Alot of people care
All she needed to know was someone out there loved her
And that is what I done
She didnt know me from adam
But God did
And God knew that that poem I wrote was for her
And out of all the broadcasts she could had called on
She called on mine
God wanted me to know that was a "real" mary out there
The same Mary that was almost gone
How do I know it was the same
Because as I prayed for this woman over the radio
God showed me it was her
When I tried to fight writing that poem
God showed me a face
Now I have a name to put with it
God gave me the vision of Wisdom And Knowledge
Along with other gifts
And each gift is great
But the greatest gift of all is knowing one life is changed
I never imagioned the caller would be lisening
Or even care what I had to say
But she heard it
And she called in asking for help.
She thought that she was too unworthy to pray
That God wouldnt care
But God hears every prayer
No matter how many are kneeling in prayer
Just when she thought life was over
God gave her a second chance
I knew with in a moment God showed me it was her
She was on my mind the rest of the night
I was on 5 Broadcasts 3 I talked bout her for a minuite or 2
And I know that she is OK now
Because she lisened to that voice of God
And she obeyed his called
Life at home still might be the same
But now she has a new outlook on it
And she is a brand new creature in Christ
Brother Billy October 6th 01
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